break my heart for what break yours.

break my heart for what breaks yours
show me how to love like you have loved me.

yes. when tears well up my eyes and i am on the verge of giving up, be my friend.
everything i have for your kingdom's cause.

sigh

ahahaha.
after a long time, im back.
hee.
whoa.. had been gg thru a tough time yeah. bt i held on becoz i din want to fall as he did.
in fact i was closer to my nafa frens than church. i felt the bond between me and oikos was gone. im still trying to find it back. afterall it is me tt changed, not them. oh well, thats my part. i really fell.. so much so that to the crossroads i go, saying i choose God bt in d end unconsciously, or maybe consciously i go back to the world, withdraw frm church. bt all these were cling on by the twins. they kept encouraging me. bt hong, what you said really hurts like crazy, bt hey, i forgive you. :) lets be better friends ok?
well, now im back and now gg back to God. :)

i nv loved so much before. ron and stan are d only ones. and now, i realised i still love ron. sigh. will he love me back??