Saturday, February 21, 2009

guitar rocks!

what's with the emo blog posts i wonder?
so many are emo-ing in their blog.
some have love problem, some have friendship problem, some have work problem, studies.
well, no matter what, i know i can count on my heavenly father in everything i do. :)

yay. i finally understood what dom was saying. abt the bar chord. he explained to me many times still duno. initially i was quite scared of him, but actually he is quite nice.yess! i finally got it. thanks dom! considered God brought my guitar to a higher level. :)

and what's with the pang seh-ing? i've seriously got enough. if i had not wished tt history wld not repeat itself, i wld confront you straight in your face and ask " what's your problem?" im trying to tolerate. and guess what? i'll nv ask u stuffs abt guitar anymore. i wld rather get suan or criticised by dom than get this shit from you. coz i dun deserve this much. after teaching you all i know, with so much sincerity. search your heart, seek your conscience. do i really deserve what i am getting from you? seriously. learn to be responsible for the words you speak.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

let go and move on.

melody, it's really time to let go.
you've been holding on. your best friend is moving on.
he is nth. God is everythg.
Melody, wake up n move on.
cmon dun let this cripple you and make u fear. move on bravely. move in God's promises.
your best friend is there for you, cmon, move on, let go. be someone who will do great exploits for God. be a great woman, an impacter of lives.
LET GO AND MOVE ON. GOD HAS SO MUCH MORE IN STALL FOR YOU. DUN BE STUPID ANYMORE.

Friday, February 6, 2009

tireddd

i know my soul is longing for God.
yet, im really tired,physically and mentally.
not sleeping well, worrying about my school.
it's really heavy...
oh God, help me. it's only you i need. nobody else, Jesus only you.
by your grace, see me thru it all..
Jesus i need you.
let there be more of you and less of me.
it is you Lord, who completes me..
fill me once again.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

falling

hello pple!
it's another new month...
well, if u asked i've been falling real bad.
i know my heart wants so bad to go back but yet never really did anything abt it.
i need God right now. it seems everyone else is so far. when i have my problems, they cant be there, well i dun blame them either, jus God now.
why? love in the house aint it good? why make it so difficult for each other? i really miss hoon and hong and amanda tan. my 3 closest friends. where are you?? wherever u are, whatever u are doing, i will always pray for u alright> take care.

God u gotta help me outta this. I NEED YOU!!!