tired out.

physically tired.
mentally tired, so am i.
i guess, there are many issues to deal with right now.
struggling with meeting deadlines for my assessments, with my own jealousy issue, with anything and everything else, and maybe that's why struggling so hard. i pray for strength to come and empower me. well, if i cld push all these things aside, heck, i would. and tt means running away from it. but i figured it wld take a longer cycle out. but oh well. a vicious cycle.
if it means.
my soul is crying out. i seem to go no where, no breakthrus in my life. i am praying and hoping for one. oh God, wont u hear my cry? wont you embrace me once again as i return to you? Jesus i love you. may my songs be glorifying to you, may i sing/ compose because of you.