Tuesday, November 11, 2008

jiayou mel!

counting down to assessments...
rushing projects and everything... manz.. it's crazy..
i'm seriously stressed. i realised i've nv been so serious bout sch.
i ask myself: issit coz of problems i faced in church tts why im running away, turning to school instead? i really dunno. all i know is that im really to focus.. focus mel.
dun let anything pull u down. u've come thus far. 2nd yr in nafa alrd. cannot afford to give up now.
can a big apology change anything? NO, it cant.. what u inflicted upon me is definitely more than jus an emotional wound. it is also a physical and mental wound, one i'll never forgive. i forgave u so many times, but u hurt me time and again and with each time more serious the hurt. you'll never read this blog post. now, go away. get out of my life. i hate you. i loved u with all my heart, no matter how many times, i still forgave. now, u've totally broken my heart. now, go.

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