break free

okie, i guess.. this holiday is not to be enjoyed at all.
the lecturers called me in. Mr Boo, Mr Zhang, Mr Chiew n Raymond. they sat me down, asked me questions. they gave me projects of which i gotta complete by 5 jan 2009. what i got was, i got E for all 3 of my major modules. okie, i was like.. okies, i'll do it. i cld not show the sadness on my face. i din want my parents to know. i din want them to keep bugging me.
but well, i dunno who to talk to or what to say. well, i hate to say this, but frankly... why am i doing all these? sigh.
i have decided to love bryan, after gg thru all the torment. coz i wana be set free and move on. i wana rise up, be the musician who's heart is after God.
so, jiayou mel.. u've got lots to handle. but God will hold your hand and walk with u thru. this is your assurance. He will lift u up and nv let u down :)