First breakthru! :)

it's only the first week into the new year.
i have gotten my first breakthru. i confirmed that composing songs was my gift and i have gone beyond myself. i composed songs on adoration and salvation, which is really so unlike my style. but i guess God has much more in store for me. i'm sorry Lord for being so narrow-minded, limiting you, not acknowledging that with You, all things are possible. i limited gift of music to just like instruments, chasing after gift of music as guitar, keyboard, yet facing discouragements along the way. but i am just so in love with music. and i told myself that even if being a musician is not my calling, i still will work towards it, no matter what it takes.

even as i look back, i know i have survived by God's grace. the past that seemingly seemed so impossible to go thru, yet God held my hand, in ways i cannot see, in ways i cannot fathom. this is the goodness of God, the extent of His grace and mercy. undeserved, but yet freely He gave, sacrificing His son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins, to give us newness of life, yet many times, or rather all of the time, we still fail Him, disappointing Him. freely, His grace He gives. sometimes we take for granted the grace that is freely given unto us. i have learnt that yes, i am unworthy, but God still loves me.

yesh, time for thanking pple
People from Church:
Mabel Tang Muiteck
Neo Siok Hong
Neo Siok Hoon
Amanda Ang
Amanda Tan
Jean Ho
Cheryl Chong
Pastor Mark
Patrick Chng (guitar teacher)
Aunty Ros

People from NAFA:
Jun Zhu
Susan Chia
Yang Jie
Angella
Raymond Yap
Jian Yao
Mr Zhang

Last but not least,
My Family members!

Thank you for your support in one way or another, tolerating my nonsense for the God knows how many years!

Speacial msg to Neo Siok Hong:
thank you so much for standing by me, giving in, taking all my nonsense. i will strive to be a better friend to you this yr! :)