sick sick sick.
oh my!
i pray for the grace of God.
i made a tough decision, to come to sch( im in sch now) ytd.
bt yes, it was painful.
never will i go back in again. i swore to God i quit. i want to. i really want to. it's jus tempting for me alright???

assessments are drawing nearer and nearer by the days, hours, minutes, seconds.
i pray God will empower me. because my body is not taking it anymore. because i am really stressed. bt i will still spend time with God.it's my source of spiritual food man, come on.
its the final 2 weeks. den 2 months holidays. mel, press in, jus 2 more weeks and you're free...
oh God, preserve me till den. i really need you God. i need you more than jus my spiritual. im trying. im really tired now. bt im staying till 10pm today and frm next week on. so God i need you, yes i really do.

maybe im jus caught up in my own world, so pple if u see me stoning dun mind me pls.

i'm really sick and tired.
all these problems getting me down.
i really gotta chiong. because assessments is early may.
so much to do. oh well... jiayou mel. u need God. u really do.
God help me! :)

it's over!!!

musical's over!
it has been real tiring.
but seeing people being saved makes me feel that it's all worth it.
for the glory of God, yes it is worth it! :)
oh well, but i cant hibernate now. i gotta chiong for assessments.
i am so weak, but Lord i know you're strong.
strengthen me physically and mentally Lord. i need you.
PM, your word came in timely. i was abt to take revenge, to retailiate when u gave that word.
i was feeling weak when u gave the word tht when i am weak God is strong. yes Lord, i will song until my GOD has made a way for me. yeah, i will choose to live for you Lord.

power of the word-love

how can i bear to cont my mistakes?
loving me so much, so unconditional.
so not based on whether i was nice or not.
BLESSED is the word.
2 true friends. i found 2!
helping me be less angry.
hey mel, treasure her and stop bullying her. want to bully, bully other ppl! lol..
okie i will stop bullying her.
becoz of the power of this word-love.
i shall. it is reason enough for me to stop. i should. and i would.

dun bother challenging me.
becoz i hate it.
the more u do it, the more i will make sure u get it.
piss me off and u will receive it too.
jus like how i scared t he shit out of xxxxxxx!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
DUN TRY.

bleak.

when insecurities and uncertainties fill me, helplessness follow behind.
kept thinking what am i gg to do aft my nafa?
i wana study music. off i go. but whre?
it seems my future is so bleak. yet i know tt God plans for me are perfect and flawless. yes, who am i to fathom the works of God in my life? who am i to doubt?
you are the potter
i am the clay
mould me and make me
this is what i pray.

and when insecurities and uncertainties flood me, i will be still, know you are God.