radically changed.

my life is radically changed, because God is in me. :)

i want to stay, right here with you, all of my days. :)

I'm on 2 days mc.
feeling groggy and drowsy.
hmm... well... thank God for pple like Amanda Ang and Muiteck.
still loving me tho constantly my life's a great mess.
really appreciate such pple.
learnt alot of values from them.
i hope to pray like muiteck,
speak words of wisdom like Amanda,
think truths and hv revelation like Amanda
whoo... hmmm... i hope these dreams come thru one day..

tertiary camp was awesome.
yes God, unclog my spiritual toilet bowl so that i may do so much more for you. Lord, empower me pls, for your glory.
i think i have a fear for indian boys. i collided into one of them ytd. and fell head over heels in love with them. WHAT THE HECK. i fell to the floor. my head was so pain.sheesh.
hmm.
save money!!!
Melody Goh, save money!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL

whoa. ytd ps' class was really long. tho it was getting dry towards d end, but i know there surely is something that i can learn from it.
i went back to church to load in ppt for JSS. helped out with JSS stuff and prayed. prayer was awesome. God was constantly putting prayer points in me to pray. after that we went to KFC. something happened and i was really upset. but my oikos members- Bryan, Zac, Weekiat, David and Kaiming cheered me up. with all those match making qns. it was really hilarious, the stuffs they asked and all. they want to match make me and WK. =X me and him now jus buddy buddy.. at least im trying. haha.
after that Bryan wanted to go Mac so we went and ended up camwhoring, not me la, but the rest. haha. me and seesoon were like talking crap behind.
im confused. who am i really? does love really exist between church friends?

last but not least, i would like to wish Cheryl Chong:

HAPPY

BLESSED


BIRTHDAY.

(sorry for making u cry if i was the cause of it, coz honestly, i wasnt scolding you)

I HOPE THAT GOD WILL USE YOU MIGHTILY IN HIS KINGDOM AND I PRAY THAT HE WILL PRESERVE YOU AND BLESS YOU. :)

hmm, my works will be put to display for sale at iluma.
will be setting up on monday and tuesday. hmm. i hope i am able to sell at least 1 work. haha.

yes, u are right. if I carry on like, the friendship will be nothing. but i would like to correct you, it is if we carry on like this, the friendship will be nothing. it takes 2 hands to clap. i am assuming my part of the responsibility of the friendship. dun try to shirk yours. friendship works both ways. i hope this friendship will work out well after the talk. i really do not wish to drag it any longer not because im impatient, but because i know the longer it takes to start mending the friendship, the more difficult it will be to mend the friendship. because we will be hurting each other with our words.

unscrew my screw up life

lessons learnt @ youth ytd.
what does God wan from us, in return?
nothing much actually.
1) God wants us to love Him
2)God wants us to serve Him
3)God wants us to trust Him
4)God wants us to seek Him

very simple, but what Amanda shared is really back to basics and if our basics/foundation is not strong, then we will fall ultimately.

oh God, unscrew my screwed up life please. i jus want to get my life into order. perhaps i really need to think things thru. have a time of thinking and really reflect what i have done/acheived for God in the past 5 years in BC. i have grown, yes but i have not rised up to be who GOD called me to be. Melody, its time to wake up and stop gg ard in circles. stop wasting time and jus... rise up to be a mature person. stop all those running around, chasing joel seah and jumping. be like a mature 20 year old. for God's sake, and for yours. be a mature 20year old!

Hongy...

actually i realised...
why i treasure my friendship with hong so much.
because we hv gone thru alot tgt, encouraging one another, teasing one another, went thru pains tgt. and yet the friendship is still gg strong. that is why this friendship is d one and only exception that have withstand and gone thru the test of time and that's why when we dun spend time tgt very often, we know each other still cares for the other. hey, that's a very special thing that keeps the friendship gg ya noe?
that's why when i see her cry, my heart aches. becoz she is a friend who have cheered me up and really make me peng with her lame jokes.
all my other friends, drifting furthur away each day. hoon and jean.
jus din understand why jean had to say that of me to small val. is our years of friendship/quarrels and acc partner not compared to jus these few months of knowing small val?
and hoon... you're an awesome friend. why do u want to let a few misunderstandings affect this friendship?why? and do u know this long delayed talk is doing damage to this friendship?
right now, only my frenship with hong is gg strong. hong, lets jiayou tgt okie?